I Really Miss Home

My bad… I didn’t realize time had gone by so fast.

So to catch up… I really miss home. Thankfully, I have my best friend and one of my youth leaders from church coming to see me this weekend. I haven’t seen or heard from any of my old friends since I was home on Labor Day weekend and even then, I only saw Kim. I’m having trouble staying friends with my friends—they don’t talk to me… They don’t reach out to me. They don’t call me. I’m just sad and I’m really happy that someone IS coming out to see me. I wish it was Friday already…

I quit the most horrible job ever! Thank goodness! Hopefully, I’ll be getting this other job that is a great opportunity to explore my major a little bit more. It’s pretty much in the bag but I don’t want to assume everything. The employer basically said I was hired but she’ll confirm with me by the end of the week.

Anyways… Grandpa is still alive, but I’m not keeping my hopes up. I don’t really know what else to do. As far as I know, he’s the same since my mom left the other day. My mom! She hurt my feelings… We were Skyping and while I was bawling my eyes out because I wanted to go home, she was reading an email! Goodness gracious! That woman drives me nuts! Seriously? My mother ignored my tears to read an email. Heartbroken I tell you. That will NOT happen to my kids, I swear!

I’ve got to get to bed. I have an early class tomorrow :P goodnight