I Feel Like Dancin'

Finally!

We’re home.

It feels so good to be back in my own room that I don’t have to share with—okay wait… I do have to share my room tonight but it’s with someone I actually like—anyone and everything is all close and warm and mine. It’s nice not to have to listen to people screaming at each other over hair dryers and straighteners. It’s definitely nice to not be around drinkers and partiers. It’s very nice to not be around so many people that I don’t know.

It’s not very nice that I’m not surrounded by cute dogs! It’s not very nice that we’re so far away from my grandpa now. It’s not very nice that I have to do laundry now.

But obviously, there’s so much more nice stuff. It’s wonderful to be home after so long. And it’s wonderful to be in the company of my bestest buddy. She makes me feel important… unlike a lot of other “friends” I have. It’s nice to be loved. We’re going to be doing each others’ nails. I’m sort of excited and not excited about waiting for all of them to dry.

The playlist running in my head right now has a lot of all time low and big time rush. Especially “I Feel Like Dancin’” and “Worldwide” (ATL then BTR). I’m not exactly sure why but I really do feel like dancing and I do feel like I just traveled the world. Haha :P

Emotionally, I’m totally fine right now. I’m not thinking about any of the crap I went through on the trip and I’m not thinking about any of the things people owe me. It’s really not worth thinking about because it just makes me mad and that doesn’t get me or anyone else anywhere. I’m not thinking about moving out—well, now I am, but it’s not bothering me—and I’m not thinking about anything else… There’s nothing else wrong right now.

I guess you could say things are getting pretty serious… haha :P that’s ironic. That’s the name of a song I love :) go look it up (FTSK)