I’m so behind on Glee. I started it a long time ago and it’s taking me really long time to get through the first season. I have a long streak but then it dies out because I run out of time or I forget. I have a horrible memory.
I’m frustrated now because our friend offered us pre-midnight showing tickets of Harry Potter 7 (part 2) for this Wednesday, but suddenly it’s like she never did. And my dad does not understand at all. I hate when he thinks he’s right because I know he’s not but there’s nothing I can say because my dad… is my dad.
So the last two days, I’ve hung out with my bestest buddy, Kim. Yesterday, we did a butt load of dorm shopping for me at Target and Wal-Mart and it was very fun! And then we went out again today back to Wal-Mart for some nail and make-up shopping and then Bed, Bath, & Beyond for a couple of things. I’m getting excited about decorating my new dorm room. And although my mom isn’t going to be there, my friends are picking up the slack that she’s leaving so I’m feeling a little bit better.
I’m also really nervous about moving away. When I think about it, I start thinking that this is it. I’m moving away… And I really shouldn’t come back. I should be getting on my own feet and living on my own. I’m afraid of that step. I have to think about where I want to live… And I have to think about internships that I want—like the one for Ellen DeGeneres. That would mean I’d have to move to Burbank. Ugh… I’m freaked out.
I feel like singing. I feel like playing guitar. I want to write a new song… I’m not sure how it’s going to turn out because good lyrics don’t come out of me very easily. We’ll see what happens I guess.
Tomorrow I’m headed to the Boardwalk with my high school youth group. I’m kind of nervous because I don’t like to be around that group of high school kids. It bugs me how selfish that group is and how giddy and childish they all are. I’m not very excited about that. It will just make me more excited about going away to Fresno.
I have nothing to do the next three or four weeks. Camp is coming up in August. Everything happens in August and then out of nowhere August will be over (We The Kings, August is Over) and I will be starting school and not being around my parents all the time. Oyyggg :P
But hey August is coming back around! AND OH MY!!! you are a we the kings fan! :D I love we the kings I just met them two weeks ago they are the best! The sweetest guys ever you should get their new album both smile kid and sunshine state of mind theyre both really good! :D For now I plan to read your blog I like how honest it is and how much I can relate since I myself will be leaving for college in the fall and seems like you are a christian as am I. :) Blessing and prayers, Viv.
ReplyDeletei do love we the kings! <3 i know one or two of their songs myself on guitar. i must get their new stuff :P
ReplyDeletewell i am grateful! i appreciate your appreciation... not many of my friends would agree. I am a Christian--whole heartedly. I like to say more that I am a follower of Jesus or that I have a great, loving relationship with God cause so many people have bad associations with the word Chrisitan.
Thank you so much <3 I appreciate your prayers. They mean a lot, I promise.